Sometimes life makes no damn sense. I mean really? My boyfriend disappears to another state to be with someone else… then I dont understand my feelings to a close friend… Fuck everything… I mean really. T.T
“I choose you,” he said very softly, “Max.”
Then his hard, rough hand tenderly cupped my chin, and suddenly his mouth was on mine, and every synapse in my brain shorted out.
We had kissed a couple of times before, but this was different. This time, I squelched my immediate, overwhelming desire to run away screaming. I closed my eyes and put my arms around him despite my fear. Then somehow we slid sideways so we were lying in the cool sand. I was holding him fiercely, and he was kissing me fiercely, and it was…just so, so intensely good. Once I got past my usual, gut-wrenching terror, there was a long, sweet slide into mindlessness, when all I felt was Fang, and all I heard was his breathing, and all I could think was “Oh, God, I wast to do this all the time.”—Max—James Patterson (via ineedyoutomeanit)